i did not finish high school. i did not finish the nineth grade. this has affected me greatly in my life. it is very hard to get a job if you do not have a high school education. everyone has to eat and pay the house bills. and to make matters worse i am not all that smart. i guess i am lucky. i was blessed with a pretty face and a rather large set of boobs. this is natural. i do not do anything special other than i jog every day. and actually i am a pretty nice person to know. but i got jobs early in my life that i used my looks and figure to my advadtage. males have always been attrackted to pretty girls with good figures so i have always had lots of admirers. i only worked in that gentlemans club for four years but i made oodles and gobs of money dancing and selling flowers and ohh la la with the males. i still do bachelor parties now but that is all the danicing i do. i have 24 special friends in my address book that visit me regularly. that is the max i put in my book becasue that is a bunch. but now i am 27 and my boobs are drooping a little and i can see cell u lite on my butt that did not use to be there. so i worry about what i am going to do as i get older. becca said we can just grow old together as lesbian has beens. but i think she is joking. becca is a lesbian but i do not think i am. i have made love to becca many times but i still like males. becca is unusual in that she loves breast milk. usually that is a male erotic thingee but i think becca ia crazy. but who am i to question anybody so i share all i have with her and she is usually satisfied. but my boobs still droop and the other day a friend made a comment about blue blood veins squigling around and under my boobs. my skin is so white that blue blood veins can be seen right though my skin. i dunno. maybe i am feeling a little sad the last couple of days. one reasin is that i met this really nice guy a couple weeks ago. he works at the college in a office. he is really nice and i like him a lot. it seems tht when i meet someone i like tht my life style screws me up really bad. anyway we spent the night in a hotel friday. he is the shy type. and was really nervous in bed so that he could not get a erecktion. that really is not so bad for me because i have met all kinds of males in my ife and have seen it all. ugh that sounds bad. i told him it did not bother me at all that i love kissy kissy and touchee feelee just fine and he is a fine man that is just in a temporairy slump. that seemed to ease his feelings. anyway he has a really large willy that i suspect will be a killer when he gets his confidence back hahahahhahahahhahahha. oh well enough of that talk. i dread the day i have to tell about me. i made love to becca this morning. of course we really just masterbated each other but there was a lot of kissing and actually a few tears of emotion today. maybe it was just sex and not really love making. i seem to get the two mixed up these days.