i slept in nazeers bed earlier today. i took a long nap. i kept waiting for nazeer to pull the covers back and get it. but he did not get in. i waited for him to put his hands on my breasts and the flat of my stomach. but he did not do that. i waited for him to kiss my neck but he did not kiss my neck. i waited for him but he never came to bed. i am sitting on his bed right now with my laptop. but he is no where to be found. it is cold outside and the wind is blowing hard. i think it will be a gray winter.