hi to all my friends. i feel much better now. i have been depressed all last week but i am over it for now and i feel a lot better. i canceled all my male appointments but i am going to start them up tomorrow. as you know i have 22 males in my address book. i have them scheduled through out the week if they want to visit me. they do not have to if they do not want to and i average about half of them during a normal week. i have two female friends who visit me regularly. anyway because i canceled them all i have been watching a lot of cartoons on tv. i love cartoons. i am just a big kid i think. dexter is my very favorite and i watched him a bunch. becca is a little mad at me because i would not give up dexter to ohh la la with her. well i just did not want to. so we watched dexter together while she kissed miss priss and the twins. but that was all. i almost gave in because she is my best friend but i did not. so we watched about three hours straight of dexter hahahahhahahhaha. i do not think she likes dexter much. anyway i feel a lot better today.