i just finished watching this movie and i can not stop crying. this was such a sad movie. i guess it ended happy but the geisha went through so much heart ache i am not sure it ended happy after all. i started crying when the little girl was sold into the geisha house about one minute into the movie and i cried the whole movie. we were watching it in the guest room because that is where the biggest plasma tv is and the person i was with thought i was nuts. he said he had never seen so many tears come from one set of eye balls in so short a time. well i went throught an entire box of tissues. i have black satin sheets on the guest bed and i think i ruined them. he was in a male mood and kept playing handsy but i was blubbering the whole time so i just let him while i cried. he was not used to mirrors on the ceiling so he kept starring up at them during the entire movie. i am sure he thinks i am a nut. anyway he is happy now because i quit crying long enough to pamper him but i could not stop thinking about the movie i just got up and here i am. memoirs of a geisha is a good movie but i do not think i can take it again because it is so sad. bye bye

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it is almost 1:30 a.m. and for some reason i can not sleep. nazeer is spending the night and snoring very loudly but that is not the reason i can not sleep. i opened the bedroom window curtains and for the last half hour i have been watching nazeers belly rise and fall in the moonlight as he breathes in his sleep. nazeer has a very big belly with a deep belly button. actually nazeer makes almost three of me. when our heads are together on the bed my feet barely make it down to his knees and i bet he weights 300 pounds but i do not mind. nazeer is one on my closet friends. he has always been very nice to me. nazeer was in a funk all night but he would not tell me why. he should not have been because we ohh la la twice and he should have been happy but he was not. so i just told him to turn over and i rubbed his back until he fell asleep. he started tossing and turning about a hour ago. maybe he was having a nightmare. there is no breeze coming in my window all night and our covers i think are on the floor with our pajamas. maybe i will go watch tv for awhile

hello i worked in the yard all day. i did the usual digging and weeding. i planted five tomato bushes and a bunch of marigolds. i was all hot and sweaty so i came in and took a bath instead of a shower. i just wanted to soak a bit because all my muscles were hurting after working in the yard. anyway mr. jiggles and i were having a conversation and all of a sudden he quit talking. at first i thought it was the batteries but i do not think so. well it was very distressing for him to stop right in the middle of our conversation so i banged him on the side of the tub but he was out of it. after banging him a few times i gave up and i was so frustrated. i got mad and threw him in the waste basket. i got out and trailed water to my bedroon and got a book and got back in the tub. i read a book in the hot water until i calmed down a little. i guess i will have to go to the store and buy one of his relatives sometime this week. i still have not calmed down completely. i may have to go next door and get nazeer. he is always a willing par ti ci pant. anyway that will make him happy. bye bye mr jiggles. mors d' aplate tu gui

Becca has always called me the little white bunny. for a long time i did not like that name but i am use to it now. she calls me that because my skin is white as snow. also i am only five feet tall if i stand on a box hahahahahahahaa. well i am a shorty. i always wanted a tan. becca has a very good natural tan. all i do is sunburn. i go tanning sometimes in the early morning in summer by the cow pond or at nazeer's pool. he is my neighbor who is 75 so that means he was 50 years old when i was born. Nazeer is very dark skinned. he sun's with me but he does not need to. it is just now getting warm in texas. i sunned yesterday at the cow pond. i have a lounger there and a radio. i just leave them there. no one comes out that way so i am fairly safe. i guess i gave the cows a show. they seemed to linger by the pond as i was sunning my bare butt hahahhahahahahahh that is very funny to me. well when i got up this morning i was red and not tanned boo hoo boo hoo. i have big white circles around my eyes where i wore my sun glasses. i look like a raccoon hahahahahahahahaha bye bye

hello. this is my first entry on blogstream.com. so far it is pretty nice. i am 25. i live in texas. i am not married. i am looking for a millionaire husband hahahahhahahahahhhahahah. oh well. maybe some day. if you leave a comment i will send you a picture. bye bye