i have decided to get rid of this one to. i will write something else

thank you to all my friends who read my blog.

well after reading this several times i decided to delete it. i crossed the line from sexy to soft porn which i never want to do. so if i offended anyone i am sorry. even though it is true i think it is not in good taste so much.

thanks again for reading my blog

i will write again soon

i hate wearing glasses. i think they make me look very ugly. so i never wear them. but the problem is i can not see without them. so when i go to town i walk right by people i know because i can not see them. i am sure they think i am a snob. they do not relize that i can not see them. and i can not see writing on products. i never know what anything costs until i am at the check out counter and they ring it up. i tried wearing different type contacts three times but none of them work. my eyes reject them so i am stuck needing glasses. i am ashamed of the way i look when i wear glasses. i am blind as a bat without them. but yesterday i walked into a glass plate or window at the mall because it was clear and i did not see it when everyone else could see it. it was a big one they were putting up in a store. the window fell and broke in a milliion pieces. i pushed it the other way so it fell away from me but if it had fallen my way i would have been all cut up. i think i am going to have to pay for it. i dont think they believed me when i said i did not see it. so i guess i will have to start wearing my glasses. boo hoo boo hoo its not that i do not like glasses it is that they make me look so terrible. boo hoo

see jack. see jack run. run run run. see jack take his ring back. see jack take the ring off of little annies finger. see annie sniff. sniff sniff sniff. as she holds back a tear or two. see jack run to his car and start it. roommmm rommmmm rommmmm see the smoke belch from his car. belch belch belch. see jack back up the car really fast and run into her mail box. that stupid mail box that started it all. crunch crunch crunch. it is so funny. it is so irony. that stupid mail box. stupid stupid stupid. why is jack running you ask yourself. that is a good question. good good good. and little annie has the answer. little annie had been lying to jack. lie lie lie. she had been lying about her life. she had been lying about her past. jack had asked like a good boy. but little annie llied to him. over and over and over. and then one day little annie did not want to lie any more. she did not want to lie because she was tired and little annie knew that jack had to know. so little annie decided to tell him all. but little annie did not know how. little annie was not used to lying to people and when she did she did not know how to tell the truth. so she took him to her bed and took off his clothes until he was naked. and she told him skin to skin. little annie told him as she ran her hand down his chest and on his belly. and she told him all. she told him of the club she used to dance at. she told him of fingers in magic places and boob sucking and how she spread her legs to kisses. all fot tips. ten dollars please, 20 dollars please. 30 dollars please. did you know i am lactating mr customer. its all yours for 50 dollars. but little annie did not stop there. because she was tired of lying. little annie told him of the bachelor parties and all the seaman and all the erections. little annie told him of the lesbian parties she danced at and the teeth and the lip stick on miss priss. little annie told him of the frat parties and the college boys. little annie told him of nazeer and becca and her special friends who visit her. she told him of the bubble baths with her friends and the jelly between the toes and the fingers in the kitched door and all her fifteen vibrators. little annie told jack the truth and kept telling and kept telling. she told him of her pregnancy and how she lost her baby. and little annie told him of the scars on her wrists where she tired to kill herself. poor jack. poor poor poor. little annie did not give him much of a change. she let him have it with both barrows. poor jack was totally lost. lost lost lost. jack lives in a world of white shirts and black ties and women in startched dresses. jack lives in a world of words in a little black book. his world is totally different from little annies. he lives in a world of picnics and amens. she lives in a world of sweat and swollen nipples and seaman on the back of her throat. jack uses baby oil as a skin moisturizer. little annie uses baby oil as a lub ri cat. they are so far apart that she knew there was no use in going on. so little annie told him the truth. and he ran. little annie knew it was going to happen. but she told him anyway. see jack run. run run run. he had to. she gave him no choice. but little annie did not cry to much. just a little. then after jack ran away little annie walked over to nazeers house. and without saying a single word. she fucked him on the living room floor.

well i peed in nazeers bed last night. i peed in my sleep. nazeer is really miffed at me. i have no idea why i do that. i have peed in my sleep about a dozen times so far this year. i have gone to the doctor several times but they can nnot find anything wrong with me. i pass all the tests. the doctor says it is a mental thing that i am worried or stressed about something in my life. well i do worry but i do not have anything overly worrysum. when i stay over at nazeers we always sleep naked so he woke up in a puddle of pee. he has a waterbed so it indents more for him since he is so much heavier than me. so all my pee floated over to him. i feel really bad about that. nazeer is getting griippy in his old age. he got really mad at me a few months ago becuase when we kissed one night i had his seaman still on my tongue and he tasted his own seaman. that really got him mad and he did not talk to me for four months. i never understood that one. i did not understand why it was ok for me to have his spermies on my tongue but it was not ok for him to have a spearmie or two on his tongue. afterall it was his sperm. someone explain that one to me. anyway i do not know what to do other than i might have to start wearing diapers to bed. well i can guarantee neighter becca or nazeer will let me do that hahahahhahahahahhahahha. p.s. it stings if you get pee in a cut.