well it is official. i sprained a ankle while jogging. i stepped in a hole and my ankle kept swelling so i went to the doctor this morning and i have a sprain. he put a wrap on it and i got some crutches. well at least i did not break anything.

the most........ fantasys from my special friends

the most weird fantasy..... well one of my friends who i have known maybe since i was 19 brought over a blow up doll. i was so surprised because he is normally a very conservative man. his fantasy was for me to make ohh la la to that blow up doll. oh my gosh i had never done that before. but that was his fantasy so i said ok. so we both got naked and that doll was not blown up so i had to blow it up and wow that is really difficult. he started wanking the silly willy the moment i started blowing it up. it was just like blowing up a swimming raft and just as hard and i almost passed out a couple of times hahahhahahhahah. anyway now i have this doll and wondering what the heck am i supposed to do with it. so i just starting kissing this stupid doll with this big hole for a mouth. i started kissing that doll where i am sure he wanted me to kiss it and i felt so totally stupid doing that hahahhahahahhah oh my gosh that was a weird feeling. so i could tell after a few minutes that he was really starting to sweat and he was breathing so i did the usual girl girl soulds and squealing and ohhing and awing and i timed it so that i squealed the loudest just as he climbed the mountain. anyway released his liquid all over my belly and fell back against the pillow. i thanked him for bringing over that doll but at the same time hoping he would not ever bring it over again ahahhahahahahhahahah anyway that was my most weird fantasy.

i signed in so i could write something but i got sleepy all of a sudden so i think i have to go to bed. so sorry nitey nite
ann

hi to all my friends. i feel much better now. i have been depressed all last week but i am over it for now and i feel a lot better. i canceled all my male appointments but i am going to start them up tomorrow. as you know i have 22 males in my address book. i have them scheduled through out the week if they want to visit me. they do not have to if they do not want to and i average about half of them during a normal week. i have two female friends who visit me regularly. anyway because i canceled them all i have been watching a lot of cartoons on tv. i love cartoons. i am just a big kid i think. dexter is my very favorite and i watched him a bunch. becca is a little mad at me because i would not give up dexter to ohh la la with her. well i just did not want to. so we watched dexter together while she kissed miss priss and the twins. but that was all. i almost gave in because she is my best friend but i did not. so we watched about three hours straight of dexter hahahahhahahhaha. i do not think she likes dexter much. anyway i feel a lot better today.

well i did something yesterday that i never did before. i walked out of a bachelor party while it was still going on. all the time i have been dancing bachelor partys i never did that and that could be very damaging to my name and reputation. i have been feeling very depressed the last few days and i almost did not go dance but i had already got the money and felt i had to go but my heart was not in it and i could tell that i was not a big hit. i tried very hard but my heart was just not there. normally the guys go wild as i start to peel my street clothes off. and you would think world war III starts during my second hour. thats when my bottoms accidently fall off and the bag with the toys also accidently spills out as i accidently kick it over for everyone to see. anyway i could tell i was just a big bust. i even saw a guy yawning during my second hour which has never ever happened before. i just could not go on any further. i was not even there. so i danced my two hours and i gave my money and tips back to them and i left before the ohh la la was suppose to start and the real party begins. i dout that anyone would want to ohh la la with me anyway the state i was in. i did not know what to say. so i just called my bouncer from the car in case there was going to be any trouble and he drove me home. i cried all the way home. i had to pay him with my own money since i did not have any party money becaue i gave it all back. so i danced two hours for free and then lost money to the bouncer as well. it is not his fault i am in such a mess. i went to bed and could not fall asleep so i tried to masterbate my way to sleep but i failed to see the mountain top after patting miss priss for a solid hour so i just turned over and finally fell asleep with the lights still on in my bedroom. anyway yesterday was a bomb all the way around. and to make matters even worse. i peed in my bed last night.