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well becca had a weeks worth of tests and she is ok she does not have any cancer. those lumps are normal for girls who have implants. well we are so releaved. i will write some more later today. i have to go shopping bye bye

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i found a lump on beccas breast a few minutes ago. we were making oh la la and my tongue could feel something unusual on her boob. at first i thought it was something with her implants. maybe some stitches or something. but i have kissed beccas boobs so much that i know her boobs forwards and backwards and it just did not feel right. i did not want to alarm her so i put her arms behind her head and we played touchy feely but she caught on after a few minutes and asked me what the hell i was doing. so i showed her. i guess becca got really scared because she got so angry and started yelling and cussing. needless to say the orgazums were forgotten pretty quick. she started grabbing and squeezing her boobs trying to insist there was nothing there but the lump was there and there was no use ingoring it. well the doctors are closed on the weekends so i am going to the doctor with her monday

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i have been a busy little beaver the last two days. i am having my bathroom completely redone and for two days they have been working on it. my utility room is next to my bathroom so i had the washer and dryer and freezer moved to the garage and i had the wall torn down between the bathroom and utility room and the entrace to the utility room closed. now i have a bathroom that is more than three times as big as it was on sunday. the carpenters and plummers have been working for two days. they put in dry wall today and put in my new bathtub. it is a double size solid red heart shaped (yes heart shaped and very red hahahahahhahah)hot tub type bath tub with a hearts shaped curtain rack around the tub. it is very beautiful. i am having the walls painted pink tomorrow and i bought dark red carpet which will be put in on thursday. i have a ten foot vanity skedduled and a 14 foot wall mirror (well i like mirrors)which will put in Friday so the mirrors will be hanging past the vanity a couple of feet. i went and bought three vanity bar stools today so i will have plenty of makeup space whenever i decide to put on makeup. i have brand new silver bathroom window shades. i have two red satin hanging lamps and i am going to put one of my spare plasma tvs next to the wall so my friends and i can watch movies while we take a bubble bath. it is going to look so neet when it is done. lots of red and pink and so soft and feminine. i love it already. not only that i completly gutted my guest room and made it all gold yesterday. i tore out the carpet and wall paper and put up gold curtains and lamp shades and put gold paper around the plasma tv in my guest room. i bought a new gold comforter and have gold carpet. the workers asked what that room was for. i just winked and said i had lots of friends i take care of. wow you should have seen those smiles hahahahhahahahah. well i am very happy. i have cansild all appointments til sunday and my friends are going to be so surpirzed when they visit me next. well i simply got tired of my bathroom being so small since we use it so much. as most of you know the shower is the first stop for all my friends when they visit me. that has always been the rules and most of them like to wash together anyway. that way i can inspect mr willy and besides touchy feely is always great fun and i soap them up and they soap me and the twins up and it is a great way to start a visit. by the time they get to the bed they are almost ready to bust anyway. i am so smart. hahahahhahaha but the tub was so small. now i have a great big tub and a heart shape to boot. well i am happy and today was a great day. bye bye

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i have been very sick all day. miss priss is bruised from head to toe and she has a high temperature and she feels very very bad. i woke up this morning and noticed that her cheeks were very flushed and her lips were all fat and swollen and red and her little nose was red has a cherry. her hat was totally gone and i could not find it anywhere which is sad because she always wears her hat. she had a sore throat but i could not check it very closely but she complained very much that it hurt. i could not stop her eyes from watering no matter how many tissues i gave her to wipe them with. i hurt and ached all over in my neck and arms and back and sides. so miss priss and i went to the doctor. i am tire so i will write some more tomorrow.

anyway we went to the doctor monday. i do not have a car so i went over to nazeers. well nazeer has been mad at me and has not talked to me in a month and a half but i thought he would break down and at least take me to the doctor because i was so sick. but as i was asking him he shut his door in my face in mid sentence. well normally i should have been very mad but all i could do was cry because i felt so bad. so i walked down my road to the main highway that is about a mile to a mile and a half because there is a bus stop at the end of my road. so i sat there for about two hours for the bus to come and i went into town to the doctors. needless to say miss priss screamed with every step i took. i have not been in that much pain in a long long time. two or three times i had to stop walking because i thought i was going to faint. anyway i went into the doctors room and of course the first thing the nurse said was to undressed and get up on the table. well i am not normally the embarrassed type and nudity does not bother me but there is a big difference of being naked at a swiming pool with your friends and being naked flat on your back on a doctors table with your legs in stirups and spread apart like a chicken wing. hhhhhhhhhhhhhheewwwwwwwwwwuuuuuuu that little paper gown was not much help. believe me there is a very big difference. anyway the doctor came in and the first thing he asked was if i had been assulted. he said i had so many tears and scrapes and bruises that he wanted to call the police. he said he had not seen such bruising of miss priss ever. well i had to tell him three times that i had not been attacked but he still did not believe me and finally i had to just tell him the truth. i did not know what else to do because he was not going to drop the assult talk. so i told him that i had a dance party with a college frat house and a bachelor party both the week before. that i had ohh la la with most if not all of the college frat boys and i had ohh la la all night and many two times before i left the next morning. and they were very high energy and innerjetic to boot. well of course the nurse who was standing right there almost swallowed her tongue when i said that oh my oh my oh my. well he said i bit off more than i could chew and should take it easy in the future. well the nurse who had just swallowed her tongue started laughing out loud when he said that. i hate her. hahahhahahahahhah oh my gosh i still hurt. the doctor wanted to put me in the hospital overnight but i do not have insurance so he said ok but i was to rest at home. so i got a big shot and pills also to fight the infection because it was miss prisses infection on top of brusing that was causing me so much pain. well i think i learned my lesson. no more frat parties or at least no more ohh la la with a whole frat house. i feel better today. i have to decide what i am going to do with nazeer. i can be just as nasty as he is. well actually i can not. i am not the nasty type. i am the loveable type. hahahahhahahahahha ouchie ouchie bye bye

i went to church this morning. yes i did. the preacher who visited my house picked me up just like he said he would. i tried to dress the part. i wore a ankle lenght black dress with long sleeves and a high collar so all you could see was my hands and face. i did not know what to do with my hair so i made it in a bun and work a dress hat. for some reason i though other women whould wear hats but i think i was the only one there who had a dress hat on. i almost took it off but i did not want my hair to flop down. i can not describe the mood of the place. it was soft and hard at the same time. everyone seemed to smile at me but i can tell some were cold smiles and i could tell people glancing at me the hole time i was there. but no one said anything nasty or anything like that. i actually met a couple of ladys that seemed to be happy i was there. the preacher and others spoke of bible storys i never heard before and names i can not pro now ce. so i really did not know what they were talking about during church. they passed a plate round to put money in but i did not bring any money so i had none to put in it. after church i had to sit for awhile while the preccher did some church things but after a little bit he took me home. i asked him to come in my house but i really though he would not do that and just drop me off but i had a surprize and he came in. we sat in the living room and talked for about thirty minutes. he is really nice and he did not asked anything personal just general talk but i think we were both pretty relaxed. i aksed him if he wanted a sandwich but he was going to eat with an;other family they had already asked him. so he shook my hand at the door as he left. i almost kissed him but i did not do that. he has the nicest eyes and smile. he did not ask me to go next week and i feel a little sad that he did not ask me so i may not be invited next week. it is possible i guess i will never go again. i wonder if it is a one time deal i have his phone number but i am not going to call him unless he askes me to go to church next week. maybe he thought i would ask him i am not sure. well i sat after he left and thought for a long time. i am not sure what i was thinking. just thinking. i feel so strange.